anger, pain, torture, suffering, threaten to give up, it all starts to come back to when he mentions me to give up, my master threatened me when I was at my mercy. ‘I don’t want you to be tired, I want you to be exhausted, broken, edge of death, the horns of the end blowing for your time to pass away from this world. As long as your body is breathing, as long as you are alive, you will make the uttermost desire to survive. Nobody you are going after is going to take it easy on you, so why should I?’ in a fit of rage, I stare at him, broke back in place. not completely, but enough for me to stand and use. I jump for him, yelling, well beating his body as I watch them make braking impact onto his rib cabe and face. he blocks, but as he grabs my hands, I use me head to beat him. as it continues, I just keep on beating, and beating, and beating. the thought of my memory is all that I am seeing front of me. I did not care ether he survives. I just care that I do.