Regards to @Vytanni_Throttlenight...........
Tell me @Vytanni_Throttlenight. Have you been associated with an organization before? Obviously yes, who else would try to damage you? The people you left scathed, no doubt, were something you thought would be your final employment. Stability. I pity them.
In your own words:
What's to say you won't be harmed again? What is the tipping point? Where doth your stamina be depleted? Think about that, because I assure you, failure in the RS; failure in the desired results will bring upon you something far surpassing your past harms.
It pleases me to know that you would "happily" do whatever is necessary to earn my trust, but you see; trust is irrelevant in this phase of events. In the end, it's not my decision whether or not you enter. It's yours.
Be careful, @Vytanni_Throttlenight. Be careful of what you do. Trust may be irrelevant, but justice is not. Wrong moves may just bring about another, searching the shadows for you.
Rest their souls indeed.......