Sftdp, @Julie_Martin I know this seems like a really difficult decision however keep in mind the forums are not exactly going to get up and walk away. We’ll still be here if you get the time to come back. Your real life on the other hand is like a sand timer. You don’t get a second chance with it. God has such great adventures awaiting you in the real life but only you can choose to cash in on them. Deep down I think you know what is most important.