Ha ha, it's fine.
It was a rhetorical question. My point is, my sisters and I are still grieving over the same thing; our grandmother's death.
Yes yes, tis been a while. We should've been through with this by now. However, grief lives in the subconscious for a good deal longer then most are aware of, like a virus. For months, even years afterwards, there are things you will do and say without reason. You think to yourself, "Why am I so upset about this? What's wrong with me?"
Truth is, you're still struggling with the virus. We're still struggling with it. However, we don't want to force you to struggle with us.