Well, at least you are willing to be better then you are before.
in real life, I hardly talk
It's good you want to work more in the outernet, for the right and proper reasons.
I prefer you be what you want to be instead of pretending on what you want to be seen as. As friend wise, it is good you want to improve on being better.
Just as long as it has its purpose intact, there is no need for an apology. (Come on, I am making a longer one. )
@Luna_Fuzzyradish great to see you back here's. I was hoping you would come back.
Well, I was not completely sure if she was, completely cool. She said I made the comment I made, got her to wince. I did not know what that word meant properly, so I looked in the definition and .... WHAT DID I JUST DO TO HER??? WHAT KIND OF FRIEND DOES THAT? I did apologise, but I looked at my posts and the reasoning looked like it was exaggerated. That may not be my intention, but I am not sure what she would think of it. And I was hoping that the action I took would not encourage her to leave that aetherlight and go to Christward and not return because of a fear of hurting someone else here. So, I just want to do better then how I did it before, with a update of the situation I was pulling myself apart from. I know it is a bad idea, it is something I do to myself every time I made someone I care about suffer. They get hurt for the wrong reason, I do something about it. I hurt my family or friend, I hurt myself even more. My mum says that it is scary when I get hurt. She says that she can tell that when I am hurt, I really mean it that it looks frightening. I would not be this ripped apart, if I knew what she is thinking properly, but sense this is a web with no proper expressions of a persons reaction personality wise in real life, I was assuming to myself that I had made her choice to leave more solidify. I did not want that to happen. I enjoy having her here, talking to people, making role plays form her imagination and photography, helping other people here more glad of her efforts, her willingness to do what's right and being a friend. I don't want her to leave partly because of something I did that was negotve in her life.
I have pretty much said my reason and ..... thanks. We're cool.