Ray, that is such a good question! I think I would rather have people to talk too who love me. After awhile, my 'amazingness' would wear off so to speak. I would think I'm not enough, tell myself I'm a horrible human being and no one loves me and everyone probably hates me, and no one cares if I exist or not and I would become a puddle of depression and I have no one I can rely on truly, so I would not be able to ask if that is what the world thinks of me, I would just assume without really knowing.
Yikes. That is awful how I can predict that so well.