OK, listen here Copperday, this is how i see you.
you are someone who really wants to see things in a way that is like creative and inventive. you really love your sisters and i see from a time when you did not want your sisters to loose confidence in themselves. like that time you asked people to come and support @Miss_K when she was having doubt about her art, how she thought it was unworthy of peoples attention here, even thou she did not count on you making it public, but that is something i would want to do for my sister in a different way, but she is a tough cookie and knows what to do without me with her now. So, she is good as gold. other times when you are explaining things about science, how it applies in the machines in the game, it is really interesting that you can see it in a way that it makes sense and realistic. and the way you type down your posts here, i am not able to find anybody where i am at speak in such manners that it is something i would want to hear all day long (if i had the time). currently reading your role play story and so far, i looks beautiful and relate able to real life (the part about giving machines emotions and hoping that they mean it but they can't because it was not real, that is what some people struggle with in situations like this, sad). I hope you will be able to find people that will see you in real life (or here) for who you are in Jesus name that they will encourage you to be better by the commands of God and that you will become a master piece in the purpose he has set out for you. may you keep on protecting your family and doing what you love. here is a scripture that has helped me not to over think about my life.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths
and a saying i assume will sound familiar: 'show me your friends, and i will show you your future'.
just be the person you want to be, i hope this helped.