I don't exactly know what the circumstances are, but please have mercy on the moderators! They're only doing their job! And just because they have systems you don't agree with doesn't mean you have to oppose them! They know what they're doing! They're just trying to protect the forum. Please give them a chance. Of course, what I just said must be a hard thing to swallow after what happened with Lightscape, and I'm so sorry about that.
I have been crying very, very hard IRL because I knew you'd leave. I can barely type -- my hands are shaking so badly. I will miss you. . . so much. You have brought so much to this forum, and you're leaving such a chasm by going away. I hope you will come back soon.