What I have I done that is so atrocious? Nobody has said anything to me on this so far that makes any sense, beyond what I have already apologized for.
It seems that a bunch of people are in very violent disagreement against the "feelings are not God" philosophy. I was accused of leaking certain extremely sensitive personal information on the forums this morning (which I did not do), told I was being used as a tool of Satan, and through this situation I have been compared to E3. It's comical how bad this is and I have actually laughed. What's sad is that these people actually mean what they are saying and there is very little I can do for them.
Now I would be the first to agree that people who trample over other people's feelings to pursue sinful aims should be punished for their misdeeds. But not every instance of my feelings getting hurt is someone being a sinful jerk to me. Sometimes, that's my fault - I'm holding onto a sin that I need to let go of, and they are challenging me to let go of it.
I didn't invite you, Spector, and I would much prefer that you leave at this point.
I am not suffering from trauma at this point. Lil is suffering from trauma. Why don't you tell that to her? I'm tired of being insulted, and there is a reason I distanced myself from her and some of her friends.
I'm not complaining, Spector, simply presenting my philosophy and scripture on a particular topic related to this topic's pending closure. It is not my intention to complain, not even about the accusations. When you challenge an evil philosophy, violence and insults are par for the course.
I'm working on it, but it will take a while to change, and I'm not really optimistic. Most of the recent events have left me contemplating the idea that I'm not welcome on the forums anymore. I've also been contemplating the idea that the game and moderation of the forums are going downhill.
The only way through is to persist until the Feeling Overlords take over or they are defeated. Then I can work on fixing my rep or make a decision to abandon ship.
I wish you well on this.
Hi Xonos, it's good to see you again.
Ethan, these forums aren't a therapy session. These people are just bringing up my past to try to get to me. I don't need therapy anymore.