I know Xonos, and I truest have been thinking about myself over the last few months.
I feel as if I am someone new. I’m trying to find a place in life, but haven’t yet. I feel as if I know who I am at times, but realize that I am not. To be honest, I’m just testing things. Sometimes I can get quite caught up, and miss things that I shouldn’t have.
The only thing I can think of that is affecting me, is puberty.
But I’m still not truely sure why I have to act like this. I pray to God and sometimes have been asking friends, but I still can’t find my place in this.
And to be honest. Yeah, I think I don’t feel emotion. I think I just miss the whole point, and I think I have a problem with myself.
Just be with me guys. I want you to stick with me and help me.