this is a confession I should have made a while ago LOL
for anyone who knew me during the peak of my aetherlight forum days... I lied a TON on here. about insignificant things and also pretty serious stuff too. I'm not sure why- I was a pretty truthful person in real life but I felt empowered to make things up since nobody knew me. I feel bad about it, but I'm giving myself a little bit of grace for having been a pre-teen with no experience on social media and a thirst to prove herself to others 
anyways, I realize it was dumb of me, but I hope we can laugh at younger Rachel Blackruin for being so bold/stupid.