Dude, I am in the same boat, all I know is my sister Xaloy but if we all love Jesus for the rest of our lives, we will be able to meet some day! But yes, I'll pray for that!
Actually, I recently stopped acting that way when I started praying and reading my Bible EVERY night.
It has changed me a whole lot. From doing the dishes without being told and with a great attitude to... Well, I used to be afraid of many things an hated being in dark rooms alone, but lately I've been going into them on purpose and I have no fear whatsoever anymore!
Remember that the power of prayer is no joke! You can't just let that demon of depression get to you when you are His child! The bible says that when you ask Him for peace with thanksgiving, you will receive His peace, and once you are peaceful in Him, you will also have His joy!
So tackle that demon of depression down, because with Him nothing of sin can stand in your way!
Try reading Palms 20! I promise you, it WILL help!