In that, I wouldn't (and really just don't usually) care how many verses and 'That's a sin! Shame on you!''s I would get, I want to uphold my family. I want them to live and have a better life than I probably will ever get. I know it's wrong, but I would rather deal with the awful guilt I would feel than watch my family starve, knowing I could help them. When it comes to it, I've trained myself to be a stocky, hard survivor. Though I'm not the best at it, I'm an animal to the core and I sometimes do what I think is right. I do what I have to do sometimes, and I'm almost never sorry for it. Yes I know what I just said, but when it really boils down to it, I'm not a sarcastic and funny person all the time. I am a justice driven person sometimes, and that's what has helped me survive all my miserable years.