I may have one last miracle to share on my topic. This was from my mum.
There was a time when I was at school. Alone, did not have any friends, but yet I was a happy as a kite. My mum told me some time ago, that she was crying. Asking God why i don't have any friends, why was I alone. And she said that she felt God say too her in her heart 'why do you cry for him, he is dedicated to me'. And from that day on, she said that she was happy and was at peace that she knows that I was going to grow up to do what I was born to do. She did not worry about me having friends, but she still encourages me to make the effort to talk to people.
And you guys, helped me be more open to people in my life outside of my family and encourage me to develop a desire to seek God even more. I thank you all for your time that you have given me here.