Who says that He has? If you're only going by your own feelings, you're going about it wrong. Feelings are tricky and need frequent control and calibration. You feeling that God has sent you here to witness might just be your own pride telling you that you're right and everyone else is wrong.
Besides, if you're trying to witness, you're being a very bad one. Still, what do I know about witnessing. I'm only Presbyterian.
My denomination in general, and I'm not afraid to say this, is far more concerned with the maintenance of Christians than the saving of souls. I've found that is where I can work to my fullest capacity. People need help along their walk with Christ and I make it no secret that I'm here to give it to them. You seem better able to witness, but we the best way to witness here is by example. All you do is disrupt the community and make everyone upset.
Don't go saying that this disruption is good for us. It's not. In your eyes, we may be sinners in need of repentance that you are heroically going to bring to the truth. In our eyes, you are a nuisance and a bully. Really, darling, I get not being able to pick up on social cues, but you should understand when enough is enough,
As someone familiar with his works, I can understand where someone could get that idea. However, it is a terrible misunderstanding. I would explain it to you, but you are not interested in listening and I won't wear out my fingers.
Have you ever considered that Christian authors are people just like the ones you want to talk to? The only difference is that they write their ideas down and publish them.
If you feel bullied and manipulated, I understand why you would want that to stop. However, recommending a book and saying it is good is not the same as bullying someone into reading it.
I'm not entirely sure if that is true. Remember that I'm the one who's read the books and you got your opinions off someone online. I trust the source material.
Spiritually, it is God's word. That's why translators have to be so careful about getting the meanings exactly right. This is also why looking at the original texts is so important and revealing.