I keep on wondering what it will be like to live a life without God. So, I did things with my life to see what happens, and boy, they are absolutely tearing my life apart. I lost a lot of things in my life. And in my suffering, I found something that saved me, The name of Jesus. Every time in my life I get torn down, depressed, I fall down to the ground in silence, by myself, with Just me and God, just the two of us. I cry, I suffered, and God saved me more times then I can remember. Everytime when I think about what it is like having a life without him, it is like drown in a sea. So every time I think about those moments in my Life, I always remembered what he has done for me am I am eternally greatful for what he has done for me. For I am fearfully and wonderfully made in his image in Jesus name. I am unique, I am spiceal, I am wonderful for I believe in the name of Jesus Christ. No one will get to the father except through Jesus.
Doing what is right in this world in the name of Jesus is a everyday choice, not a Law. Laws have punishments according to ones actions that defie against it. The choice God gives us if we want to be with him, or if we want to follow our own paths. If we want to be with the one who made us, or the one who showed us how to destroy ourselfs and those around us. When the time comes for me to make the choice between God and this world, I do sure want to see myself by God's side, for he is always right. So, having memory's of sin in my mind, reminds me to be greatful for the things he has for me, are better then what I can possibly do on my own without him.