Apologies to everyone who suffered through my straining anxiety. Therefore, so no one suffers any longer, I'm taking all tomorrow morning and afternoon off the forums.
The anxiety binding is always telling me to check, check, check the forums. See if messages have been replied to, mentally panic if not, worry, worry, worry. . . It's been forcing me to always do something, do something, do something. . . Tomorrow, I shall do nothing! It will be torture!!! However, this is a step to end it. Tomorrow, I shall pile pillows in my bed and read all those books I've been wanting to read. By the time I return, hopefully I'll seem less broken. . . it won't be all gone, however. The funeral bells still chime. . . but at least it won't be as driving. At least I won't affect anyone else through it. . .
Farewell to all
Do have a good night
Know that you shall never be
Absent from God's sight