In a instant, lots of thoughts come to mind in why and why not I should show her my face behind my mask and what I am suppose to be doing. ‘This is crazy. I have to look for @Lila_Lightcraft @Emily_Purplebottle @Ava_Tinnight1 Miss K and @Silence_Burnlance, and yet i’m here with someone I just met, comforting her for a family she has lost, me telling her a piece of my past and now she wants to see my face? In one day? Why is she so willing to tell me something that is so personal to someone she just met? Maybe because she has no one else to tell it too. I can’t just show her my face, a lot has happened to it, more then what happened when I was 10, and my face is just an ice berg of the pain I have been through in my life. I can’t show her my face, it’s too much of a physical memory for me to share to someone I have just gotten to know. But she has been through a lot. She may not have spoken to anyone like this in years. She is so free to tell me with what she felt. Maybe because I am all that she has, even if has been less then a day. She has lost a family, but there is a chance she can be part of another’.
After I have finished staring into space, I look back at Creel, her face reflecting the pain from her inside, her head leans on my shoulder, her watering eye’s look past my goggles and through mine, reminding of a pain I try to not express outwards, but a pain I remind myself as a lesson in what I can do if a familiar event happens again. I look onwards until I start to speak in what I have settled with in my mind, and heart. ‘Listen, I can’t show you my face, maybe not yet. But what I can do, is make myself a friend to you. I am sorry that you have lost your brother, and your parents are gone, and you have a broken family, but what I can do at least, is make you a part of mine. And, i’ll Try to not make you feel scared of me. You can trust me, i’ll Make curtain of it. And I will do what I can to protect you from what ever thing or being from hurting you again. I’ll look after you until you want to no longer be with me. I’ll help you with what ever situation you may need help with. I can’t promise to give you a life without pain, but I can promise a life that will be worth living. So, can we at least agree on that? And if there is something you want, let me know and I will see what I can do. So, will you be OK to be part of this adventure with me? If not, i’ll Help you get to somewhere you can at least live a place where you won’t have to be in a lot of trouble. I know some people that I know will welcome you.’