@Miss_E3, I must say that your recent behavior isn't very Christian.
I'm not angry, my dear, just very disappointed. I took you to be smarter and braver than this. I'm rather sorry to be wrong.
Well, since you refuse to let me speak to you, I might as well be quiet. I'll continue to pray for you, that God will do whatever it takes to get you out of your comfort zone and out of yourself.