I know that I am not a licensed surgeon at this point, but I would like to examine you and your brain patterns, Mademoiselle @Ariella_Newheart.
I'm technically @Xonos_Darkgrate1 from an alternate reality anyways, so it's not like you're in a stranger's hands.
A few pills and sleep at best, but surgery and death at worst may be your case. Tell you me what you have decided by tomorrow, if your case is as bad as you say it is, then you may not be here tomorrow.
Sonox Blackspark V.D. (versatile doctor)